Feeling of betrayal eeks me. Great disappointment was all i felt. How could someone just take a friendship... throw it to the floor and step wadever remains of it. That's how bad it felt for me.

Rejection has always been my greatest fear. It comes from an extremely insecure girl. I'm someone who needs constant reassurance, constant attention, as much as i'm very independent.

Respect, that's the most fundamental element is any friendship. That's the minimum i expect fr anyone. That you couldn't give. Seriously, i'm extremely pissed off. Now that i found out the actual reason behind it, Woo~ i cannot believe how ridiculous it's all about. If that's the way the value of our friendship, the friendship that i offer to you with my both hands. FINE. Many thanks for rejecting this friendship.

Cruel ways of the world. Even such a small matter hurts me deeply. As much as i give, that's what i hope to receive as well. Well, life often dun add up, do they?

But.... my all-loving Father always steps in.. in the right time.. when i look for Him... :)
Just listening to Corrinne May's song.. Shelter on the bus.. and there i started tearing... It's almost like God was talking to me.. Straight to my face...

Labels: deep thots

♥ Name's Michy
♥ Living in la-la land
♥ Forever Lost…n Blur…
♥ Loves the whole world
♥ Loves DRIVING
♥ Loves lomography
♥ Crazy over cameras...