juz met up with sabby todae.. and we had pizza at pizza hut.. wanted to eat at seoul garden at first.. however, "someone" didnt wanna cook the food herself.. so pizza hut here we come.. yummy cheese!! I LUV Cheese, esp melted cheese.. hmm.. (kind of reminded me of the specimen the dr was trimming.. a thyroid gland.. and inside of it was like yellowish pus oozing out when she cut it.. like the melted cheese.. haha.. gross.. major gross).. anyway.. we were chattin all the way from 1.30pm to 6pm! ha ha.. gerls.. we juz have lotsa stuff to crap abt.. anyway.. i do know the secret of someone.. and one of these days i'll steal sabby phone and juz call him up to expose his secrets!! WAHAHA~~ know who i'm talkin abt sab? hmm.. how's shall i blackmail u then??

juz back from my driving lesson.. am feeling so confident on the road.. haha.. yipee!! no major hicupps on the road.. parking good, all good!! lolz~~ reallie pray that i'll be able to pass the very first time and then it'll time to get my own machine.. haha.. but no money how? haha.. work hard gerl.. get a better paying-job or juz marry a rich man!! brilliant idea.. heehee.. dun mind my crap.. juz feelin so good abt my driving todae~~ la..la..la..

Yup.. NUH has offered me the job there... but.. i have decided to reject it.. Kinda felt that it isnt the job for me.. Been asking God whether this job is right for me.. and all i got was a weird vibe about this job.. An answer from God?? i dunno.. hmm.. wat shld i do? Nvm.. i'll juz try out the NIE interview and see how it goes from there.. but one thing's definite is that i'm not gonna stay in my present job.. reallie feels like i'm gonna develop cancer fr the inhalation of formalin..

kinda feel like i'm numb to doing my job.. no longer gets grossed out by the bits and pieces of meat/flesh.. like it doesnt really affect me anymore.. Cleaning of the sink is no problem already.. 2 sinks?? Juz bring it on... After working here.. i'm like super convinced that i'm able to kill rats or work in any other gross situation already.. kinda like a heck-care attitude now..

Find that i kinda get along with Dr Bahrim.. ha ha.. he also love to tease me.. kinda nice to have to work with someone fun.. Dr Bernard is another weird guy.. he actually asked me to hold the piece of lung and weigh it? when the weighin machine is just beside him? i'm like.. Are u serious? This silly dr actually then handed the piece of lung to me with a piece of tissue wrapped around it... (in my mind: ???) ha ha.. he claims he has cramps near his groin? wahaha~~ wat the??

the piece of lung is seriously so icky and slimy.. when i tried to remove the lung fr the weighin machine.. i couldn't grab it out.. it keeps falling out of my hand... Eeee... when i brought it back to him.. he was like " gross right?" In my mind i'm like.. "huh? then do it urself lah?? so lazy?? cannt get out of the chair??" Ha ha.. luckily he's quite good-looking.. so nvm lah.. lolz~ The other silly bahrim tried to get me to do the same thing (weighing his specimen also) then i juz said.. "no hands izzit? cannt do urself"... then he went on luffing.. .. i know he's juz teasing me lah.. he's juz tryin to re-enact the scene again.. silly silly... Hahahaha...

Dunno if the other drs.. will be like them.. Next wk will be another switch of drs again... Hmm... hopefully the other drs are nice to get along also.. Been stuck in the trimmin rm for like 1 wk++ already.. still quite ok lah.. kinda gotten used to the lab.. Shld i stay or shld i.. .. go?

Gotten another interview call fr the NIE on the 27th.. shld i go??

went for my NUH's interview today.. the interview's like normal loh.. but i kinda have a weird vibe that i shouldn't take this job even if they offer me.. hmm.. where's this vibe coming from??

AARRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~

currently i'm more than certain than i hate my job.. hate it.. hate it.. hate it.. hate it.. hate it.. hate it.. hate it.. todae was the day in which i was left all alone fully in charge of the assistin of drs.. rabiah officially went inside to help out.. the morning was still quite ok cos there aint much specimens coming in.. then comes the afternoon... TERROR!!! so many specimens.. then there was a mix up in the forms. (my fault..) i didnt check properly.. so basically i was runnin around like a mad gerl.. Thank God Dr Bahrim was a nice dr.. he was very patient with me.. which i appreciate a lot.. (thank you.. =D) at times joking to cheer me up.. ha ha.. The stupid formalin was stinging my eyes reallie badly as i was "diggin" for the cassette in the specimen bag... Grr... my eyes were tearing quite badly.. *sigh* i might juz turn blind at the end of this probation period.. no.. more like the end of this week.. At the end of the day, Rabiah came back in to help out.. she also cleaned the sink for me.. i was reallie so stressed today.. just became crazy at the end of the day.. haiz.. y? y? y? i was so pissed off when rabiah told me all the "internal news".. to put it simply... gossips about me lah.. haha.. juz so sad to hear them.. been working so hard for them and they still complain.. we cant please anyone, can we??

Tomorrow's my interview with NUH.. wish me luck ya?

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today.. after work i met my instructor for driving.. he rang up and asked me to meet at queenstown instead of JE.. i thot.. (hmm.. mayb gonna go some other place to learn.. ) he arrives and i hopped on and began my lesson..

then..

i asked.. "where are we headed to?"
he: jurong loh..
me(opened my big mouth): huh.. jurong again? sian leh..
he: sian huh? too many times there? ok.. today we go some other special place to practise...
me(excitedly): ok!

then.. he brought me to this science park... i think it's beside the kent ridge wing or something?? long and winding road.. .. .. so scary!! so many turns here and there... i was so afraid i would crash the car.. seriously!! the road was so winding.. ... .. like S-crank X 1000?? haha.. very excitin actually.. i love the thrill of it.. hee hee.. it was more of the experience of drivin out in the main roads that i like.. something more different then the norm.. didnt learn any new stuff.. tried some reverse parking.. not that bad lah.. my u-turns seems to be gettin betta? ha ha. that's it.. then we headed back to JE... very happy.. hee hee..

super super super super tired these days~~ supposed to be off at 6pm.. but there were so so so so so so so so so so many specimens to trim!! i was on my feet all day from 2pm to 6.40++ pm... sob~~ my aching feet.. .. sob~~ i was like a crazy women.. assisting 2 drs trimming.. .. i like so new loh.. only in the trimming room for wat?? 2 days??!!?? and they already put me fully in charge of the assistin of drs.. i was running between these 2 doctors... writing cassettes, checking whether the dictaphone's tape has finished or not, putting the cassettes in the formalin, taking things for them, pouring formalin, sending out the recorded tape, being in-charge of Mount A. specimens, runnin to get Mr Leong to photograph the specimens, etc..etc.. basically juz becoming a slave.. .. damn shagged.. .. and can only leave at 6+++++?? sob~~ the previous day i have to give tuition to zoe somemore? reached home only at abt 9+++?? so so so tired these days..

Physical stress + Emotional stress = Siao (crazy) michelle..

And next wk, rabiah's goin on leave?? how am i gonna survive my wk?? die lah~~~ wish me luck ya?

the Helper (tat's me)

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.
"I must help others"
Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me
Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
Share fun times with me.
Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
Let me know that I am important and special to you.
Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.

In Intimate Relationships
Reassure me that I am interesting to you.
Reassure me often that you love me.
Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a Two
being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
being generous, caring, and warm
being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a Two
not being able to say no
having low self-esteem
feeling drained from overdoing for others
not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings

Twos as Children Often
are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
are outwardly compliant
are popular or try to be popular with other children
act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)

Twos as Parents
are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
are often playful with their children
wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
can become fiercely protective

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I thot this test is like reallie reallie accurate, very true!! TRY IT! I think it really applies to me!

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juz bought a new pair of plastic green framed specs.. and i look so nerdy in it.. haha.. but whatever..~~

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