my boring life..

Been super busy for the past few weeks.. it's only the start of the sch term and i'm already sloggin my guts out.. haha.. not that i have been working hard ya? *wink-wink* haha.. but seriously.. the past 2 weeks required a demand of physical strength.. i have been carrying microscopes.. in and out and in and out.. -.- Setting up.. keeping.. setting up... Each microscope weighs ~5kg(?) and we have like 70 so move around each time.. *sweats* A weight-lifting workout though.. hee.. But this will be kinda like my most stressful week for this term.. so just be thankful it's sort of over..

this week is particularly interesting.. as i'm out like almost every wknight..
Monday - per norm, would be tired as first workday of week..
Tuesday - attended the PSB thingy preview
Wedsnesday - OT ='(
Thurday - discipling kat "meow meow"
Friday(tonight) - net gp.. leading worship.. ah... stress!! haha.. After which going for kopi to relax.. lol..

AT LAST!!!.. after procrastinating for like a million of months.. i finally moved my ass and registered for the part-time Bsc course at the PSB.. Entire course is like 3 1/2 yrs.. with exemptions and stuff.. prob take me like 2.5 yrs or so..

Many worries hanging over my head..

mainly time-management.. i've always been a BAD time manager.. i'm the super last minute ger.. who only does her stuff at the FINAL minute.. and if things screw up.... .... i'll be.. stressed..

next up.. i get STRESSED very easily.. and whenever i'm stress.. my face would be SUPER DUPER black.. unlike my usual smiley face.. i'll b grouchy.. i'll bite anyone that provokes me.. i'll cry... ... I'M A HUGE CRYBABY... (yes i am..) stress is v v bad for my sensitive skin also.. argh...

This course gonna be pretty intensive for me.. taking up 4 days in a week... 4 out of 7 days... more than half of the week... ='( for 2.5 yrs... well.. all i can say is good luck to myself huh?.. bye bye to having fun.. bye bye to my *already pathetic* social life.. bye bye to everything enjoyable... haha.. *sounds like a death sentence.. =p*

Why do i put myself all these.. can't i be contended with just my dip?? Am i just doing a paper chase?? Been prayin about this.. actually hoping that God would say something like.. "Dun need to study.. just carry on with ur work.. i'll take care of you".. you know.. something just to get myself out of studying and torturing myself...

Then this thot *from God(??)* came to me.. "You mean if i never ask a parent to sent their kid to study in a primary school.. the kid should remain illiterate forever?" hmm.. good point isn't it? I guess sometimes you shouldn't have to wait for God to speak to you before doing something.. like eating.. you dun wait to hear fr God "EAT NOW!" then you head to the kitchen for food right? Get my point? *actually heard this in a sermon before.. iirc*

Well.. holding on that thot... and the peace which i felt after registered for this course.. *no uneasy feeling wadsoever* i do feel assured tat i'm on the right path.. and as i always say..
AMEN!!

Studying.. upgrading's good for a person.. so i guess there reallie aint a fantastic reason to stop studying.. Good for my future.. as often said by many..

Do forgive me if i...
appear to be super bz..
dun have time to meet up..
vent my temper to anyone..
seem to be ignoring you..
bother you with msn or sms-es.. i need a break to be crappy at times...

i'm NOT being bitchy.. i'm just stressed.. lolz~

Do offer...
to help..
a joke..
to make me happy..
to cheer me up..
me more love..
to be more understanding...

haha... ... ... all these said in preparation for my new academic school term in.. prob March.. *If i do get in, tat is*..

Love ya peeps! miss ya all lots also.. *MUACKS*

♥ Name's Michy
♥ Living in la-la land
♥ Forever Lost…n Blur…
♥ Loves the whole world
♥ Loves DRIVING
♥ Loves lomography
♥ Crazy over cameras...