♥ Monday, August 07, 2006
nerdy me...
Wore my green specs for the entire wk last wk.. haha.. just decided to look nerdy for the rest of my life lah.. =P
(ya right.. ..) lolz~ gonna stick to this look for a while.. at last till i wanna feel pretty again.. which will b this friday.. my dinner event..
"THE BANQUET" it's my church youth event lah.. sort of a formal dinner thingy.. kinda like prom... except more
fun!! cos no jitters.. i know most of my youths in church~
p.s i think i'm gonna be the most dowdy one there... no time to buy clothes also.. haha.. never mind.. i'm just there to have fun.. nt be ms beauty queen...
Anyway.. my mood for the past week havent been great... I have TONNES of questions in my head... questions directly to God... I cannt seems to get an assurance from Him.. my words seems to just bounce off the wall.. Was just in the dumps the past week.. was just about to give up with everything in life and just indulge in self-pity for myself... like hold my very own pity party...
HOWEVER.. Things took a 180 degree change when i went for the FOP!!! FESTIVAL OF PRAISE!!! YAHOO~~~Didnt wanna go the FOP initially.. cos.. morning go church.. afternoon driving.. damn shagged.. But decided to go since my family was going as well.. and BOY AM I GLAD THAT I DID!! was reallie minister to in the praise and worship..
Wad God reallie told me was
"I WILL BE STILL AND KNOW YOU ARE NEAR."And AMEN TO THAT!!! Yes!! hehe.. after receivin this word from Him... all i can do was REJOICE!!! was like jumpin up and down to the wonderful song of CCC... just immersing myself in God's atmosphere~ YiPee~~
but now my legs v suan.. T.T actually already v painful fr my yoga lesson... all this jumpin.. made this worse? haha.. but IT'S WORTH IT!!!
LOVE YOU JESUS!! LOVER OF MY SOUL~
*muacks*
Michy signing off… 1:17 PM